Is that child in the snapshot me?
That little girl in the woollen dress
By a broken door in a tiny yard
She's shy and laughing and ready to run
And shielding her eyes from the morning sun.
I've forgotten the dress, and the colour of it
I've forgotten who took the photograph
I've forgotten the little girl, three or so
She's someone else now, to be wondered at
With my mother's eyes and my own child's hair
And my brother's smile, but the child who's there-
The real soul of her- fled long ago
To the alley-way where she mustn't go
Through the broken door in that tiny yard.
Rough men on motorbikes, not to be looked at
Scrawny cats scratching, not to be touched
Down to the railway line, never to go there
Nor up to the road where the traffic rushed
Stay close in the yard with the sun in your eyes
Come and be still for your photograph.
I can hear now the drone of those bikes
And the loud voices of the men
And the howl of the tomcats on their prowl
I can hear the scream and shush of the train
And the whooshing of traffic on the road
But the summer buzz in that tiny yard
And the child who laughed with her best dress on
And the voice that told her to stand in the sun
And the click that pressed the shutter down
Have gone
As if they had never been.
By
Berlie Doherty